I’m Scared… I Want a Child

I’m scared
I want a child
I’m confident
They’d be wild

What is this truth
Had generational healing to finish first
Feels more real than anything
Desiring unconditional love like an unquenchable thirst

Current partner isn’t ready
He’s already got three
And baggage of ex lovers
I crave a depth of purity

Pure heart
Pure light
Pure intentions
Pure white

You saw my white aura
But it doesn’t mean you want to reproduce
I hope I’ve given you a taste of freedom
Advocating autonomy while wanting to seduce

Put you under a love spell
Cast a brilliant powerful cloak
Make decisions together
In love and light we could soak

You said you’re not happy
Well, that you have a fear you may never be
Wanting to both cuddle and push you away
Happiness isn’t a destination, you see

We don’t get there and it’s done
Over simplifying emotions
Say you want to express better
Start by drinking in these potions