I Want Her In My Life

But That’s Not My Decision to Make

I want her in my life more
But that’s not my decision to make
Our interactions are meaningful
And I’m willing to do what it takes

Let her heal and rebuild with him
Love is not a zero sum game for heaven’s sake
Time our most scarcest resource
Each and eveery morning grateful to be awake

Want to explore new places with her
Feed her fruit and cook her vegan steak
Hammock in unconventional places
Listen to music by the lake

Avoid the Cali ash clouds
Prepare for an Earthquake
Be authentically weird
Make an epic handshake

I’ll bring you water when your head aches
Collecting shells in a jar for keepsakes
Walk the beach and sip on dairy-free milkshakes
Take videos and giggle at the outtakes
Work hard then rest over tea breaks
See you walk by got me doing double takes
Kiss you softly then slap that cake
You make me want to be awake
Your time is all I want to take
I want to love you — no emergency break
Creating magic together, overtake