I Feel F^cking A L I V E

I feel fucking A L I V E
And not just because
I stuck my head out the window
Hard to breath looking above

The wind thrashing against my neck
Hair being tugged away
It wasn’t the 3 hits of the pen I took
Maybe it’s not even us being done today

Perhaps it’s a combination
Of all of his, mine, ours and others
A series of events unfolding
Along with different truths being uncovered

All I’ve wanted up until this point
Is full truth, nothing but the truth
Seeing it unfold in a form of rejection
Wanting to support.. just say it smooth

Thanks for telling me what you want baby
But why not do it sooner?
Said you’ve been scared of existence without me
We are stopping the music — forget a tuner

Compatible with the important things
Although I’ve had my doubts
It’s important we evaluate all possibilities
An infinite possibility of routes

My essence knows ours match somehow
It’s one of the knowings deepened beyond logic
A feeling that if I don’t follow fiercely
The pain of incongruence creates sick

I’ve got a pull to you
It hurts choosing a cord to be severed
Yet there’s still something deeper there
A forever energetic tether

We are doing as we must, sweet man
You know I’ll miss you dearly
I’ve held an incredible amount of space
When I signed up I saw it clearly

Long term game
A lifetime of unfolding
Looking for a fuck yes let’s play
A million flavors of molting

A L I V E comes in depth of emotion
I’ve been graced to experience today
Thanks for all of the moments
Let there be nothing you won’t say

Saiy it.

XoXoXxx