Hope Your Ex Doesn’t Find Out

Saiy My Name
2 min readJan 26, 2023

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A photo found on a cheating ex’s camera. He visited her in another country and told me he went on a solo trip.

FYI the police report that was filed
Of the order an education adult chose to violate
Is a misdemeanor at best, Jail time at worst
you coming to the court date?

Perhaps take less time worrying
About being responsible for the consequences of your toxic ex wife’s behavior
Maybe spend a little more time finding your own stable job
You two don’t need to be each other’s savior

There’s nothing less to lose for me
In all things involving Mr. Lewis
You’ve showed me and the kids instability
Choose to live without integrity, tortuous

2 days in
And holy fuck is it easier not hearing
My world is brighter
Not having to lift or do YOUR heavy clearing

Your work isn’t mine
I’m not here to teach a boy
Not to lie, not to cheat or steal
Or not to treat humans like toys

Self-centered, egoic
Call it what you will
More focused on hundreds of hours of porn
That building any new skill

I hope you go back to school
I hope you get a new gig
I hope you don’t prey on teenagers
Sexual predatory saying “18–19 is legal” and wearing a wig

I hope the ex doesn’t find out
How you touched yourself next to the kids heads
Inches, feet away at best
Imagine if they woke or stirred in their beds

I’ve been hired and considered for a few different aerial jobs
Bet you didn’t know that.. huh?
Of course not. You shared you weren’t confident I was ready
That’s not a partner.. duh

Already have been asked
Why I’m not searchable on IG
People love seeing how I engage
Friends, family, strangers all adore me

You’ve been more concerned with others admiration
As you were having my mother the kids
Calling any male friend my boyfriend
Should have been paying my bills and making bids

The jeep brakes are failing
Probably fucked them up with how hard you break checked Amadeus
Your approach to life like
“Someone else made me do it” disgust

Ownership is sexy
Of our own behaviors and actions
Isn’t it bonkers you were asking for me to say sorry to ex
After not protecting it showing me where you asked her to apologize.. fuck her satisfaction

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Saiy My Name
Saiy My Name

Written by Saiy My Name

These poems serve two purposes… 1) The clarity they provide me. And the greatest reason I feel compelled to share.. 2) For you to experience the “we.”

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