Divine Feminine I Muster

Following curiosities and inviting acceptance gives life it’s luster

“It brings me a lot of joy” — I end the voice message
So why am I crying?
These are confusing tears — ones of truth and contentment
But also of dying?

A sort of realization — I crave a child and best friend
It’s what I want most right now in life
To nest with a partner — have a baby, giggle, plot, plan, play
To be made someone’s wife

To bring a soul into this world
Not something I thought I’d do
Had a great deal of feminine healing
Necessarily to move the trauma through

Ancestral healing feels more complete
First unexpected sober vision quest
Showed me all that I needed to know
Realizing it was all for the best

There isn’t a pain or tragedy in this world
Women cannot bare and with a smile
Marching forward, baby on hip, go
Or inviting in for hot tea to stay a while

The more Uma I embody
The more of my divine feminine I muster
Following curiosities and inviting acceptance
Life has a deeper luster

The call these unfiltered thoughts began with
Was with a friend my ex introduced me to…

His name is Bauex
But he’s also know as Shameless
A curious, bold, beautiful fella
Who lives up to his name and is tameless

Mi amigos amigo died
He had just gotten the call
From a 40 story building
Took one final breath and one big fall

I had death on my mind all morning
Started poolside in Tulum reading Carl Jung
Soaking up the spring sun
Despite it feeling like a Mexican June